Dear Dori..

Its been 2 days after Dori's cemetery...
So sad actually...
i dont know him well, not too close, ya, he is just my acquaintances..
and maybe he have no means for me...
but, he was my boyfriend's bud..
someone i loved was his best bud...

Alvent feels lost..
i know he shocked alot when i told him those news.
he first thought me just gave him a joke.
but im sure, i wasnt lying hun...

he said he was sad. we've talked alot on a phone call. hour to hours had left...
i talk with you just incase u were not lying in a sorrow honey.
i dont wanna see u sad...
but you know what hun, deep inside my heart, i know u feel lost right now.
and you still sad...
i've cried, to see u like this...

my tears run down after i realize this...
i cant let u like this honey...
but, what should i do then??


i love you alvent,
and i realize it...



Dear dori.
Im not a phsycologist.
we were not close each other, remember?
but you know what?
now i feel like we were a best friend...
thanks for coming in our life.
u bring alot of kindness.
u were such a clever-perfect-kind person i know...
it was my pleasure to know you...
hope you just rest in peace peacefully there.
Allah loves you dori...