birthday wishes

Im dreaming of this thing for several days..
its hard for me to get it on..
:(
i wish i had this bag...

Lowepro Cirrus 140 

and also this filter:

and also this lense:

heheheee,,,,
but thosa all my dreams..
:D

Innocence.

When people look into your eyes, they see pure innocence. Your eyes sparkle and you like to flaunt them, and often use them to manipulate people. You're a kind-hearted and intellectual person that loves being loved and getting attention, but others don't see that you can sometimes be defensive and aggressive when you don't get your way. You're really not as innocent as some people think!

P.I.K.U.N

Ya Allah..

kenapa aku sangat pelupa???

sering lupa pin sendiri...

sering lupa password sendiri..

ya allahhh...

untung laptop dan hape bs menyimpan password..

bantu 9i ya allah...9i cape ngurus pin atm di bank terus2an..

:(

Awal dibandung..

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Ini statusnya waktu dy baru-baru awal dibandung..
9i nangis liad ini...
dulu, 9i masih diinget ma dy...
9i inget x. wkt baca status dy yg ini, 9i lgsg senyum2...lgsg sujud syukur...
dy nyebut Dy kangen 9i...
bener2 kangen saat2 itu...
T_T

kata2 dori bener... seandenya org yg dimaksud ngerti...

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Accidentally Remember.. ^^

First,,

Yap.. tiba tiba 9i teringat dengan percakapan 9i dan mama  avn kemarin. 

waktu itu tante Hanum cerita kalo dy itu jarang mau nelpon avn. dy ga mau ngomong ma avn. biar aja papa sama icat yg sering nelpon. 

"Soalnya tante takut, klo sering ditelpon jadi semakin sering teringat-ingat dy. jadi semakin kepikiran sama dy. nanti ada2 aja yg tante takutkan. takut dy kenapa2.. tik tante larang ini itu. bagus tante biarkan aja lagi. tante lepaskan betul. biar ndak kepikiran".

Salut 9i ma mama avn. seandainya 9i bisa kaya gitu. mungkin 9i ma avn jarang berantem jadinya..

Lindungi alvent disana ya Allah..

:(

The second one,

Pas papa avn baru pulang. 9i salamin papanya. 

papanya ngomong gini "Pa kabar 9i? sehat 9i?"

anggi "Sehat om, om sehat?"

papa, "Sehat.. Eia, gimana alvent? sehat-sehat aja dia?"

anggi, "Wah..alvent sehat om..."

Kesan yg 9i tangkap, papa avn percaya kalo 9i ma avn selalu kontek2an...

Banyak hal yg udh kami bicarain selama dirumah avn. mulai dari hobi papa vn, cemeeh-cemeeh papa vn, cerita mama vn, cerita om tito ttg keluarga oom itu termasuk orang tua nya. cerita keluarga besar tante hanum. makan pangsit, kebiasaan-kebiasaan org dirumah avn. Sifat-sifat tiap anak2 oom tante. hobi papa avn yg suka ntn bola, cerita tentang pekerjaan, cerita tentang bahasa inggris, cerita tentang rokok.(yang pada akhirnya papa avn jd ga mau ngerokok selama ada anggi. mpe bilang gini, "Om jadi segan pula merokok ada anggi disini. Sumpah. Biasanya om bantai aja merokok siapapun tamunya." dan 9i ketawa, "haha... brati besok-besok 9i harus rajin kesini yah om, biar om berhenti merokok nya..."). pokonya banyak ceritanya...

Ada beberapa hal yg 9i tangkap dr cerita-cerita om Tito. Dy berharap x avn bisa wisuda tahun depan. Dan cepat cari kerja. Mama avn juga sempet ngomong klo dy pgn avn jd PNS aja. Hmm.. 9i terdiam dengernya. 9i teringat papa. Papa emg ga pernah minta 9i cepet2 wisuda. 9i selalu blg ma papa "9i aja belum tentu lulus pa. 9i kan ga rajin.Beda ma temen2 9i yg lain. Mereka rajin semua."

Semoga avn bisa mengabulkan harapan papanya... Bantu alvent ya Allah.. Amin.

Yang pasti, orang tua alvent sangat bangga dan sayang sama alvent. Alvent anak yg paling disayang diantara yg lain. (Alvent juga yg paling 9i sayang lho om tanteee.. hehehe :p)

Mama 9i juga sayang x ma avn. Mama suka cerita ttg status-status FB alvent. kadang ada yg lucu, tar mama ketawa-ketawa dibuatnya. 9i senang liad mama ketawa gitu...

Ga terasa udh jam 8 malam aja 9i disana. padahal masi banyak yg mw diceritain ma papa vn (dari gaya2 oom itu siy.. :) ) dan waktu 9i permisi pulang, papa vn ma mama vn yg nganterin 9i mpe mobil. (hadeeeeeeeeeeeeeeuuuhhhh... jadi malu sayaaaa.... om tante bae banged.. *hug*)

Om tante... makasi yah buat hari selasa kmrn...

:)

sayang om tante... xoxo ^^

Dear Dori..

Its been 2 days after Dori's cemetery...
So sad actually...
i dont know him well, not too close, ya, he is just my acquaintances..
and maybe he have no means for me...
but, he was my boyfriend's bud..
someone i loved was his best bud...

Alvent feels lost..
i know he shocked alot when i told him those news.
he first thought me just gave him a joke.
but im sure, i wasnt lying hun...

he said he was sad. we've talked alot on a phone call. hour to hours had left...
i talk with you just incase u were not lying in a sorrow honey.
i dont wanna see u sad...
but you know what hun, deep inside my heart, i know u feel lost right now.
and you still sad...
i've cried, to see u like this...

my tears run down after i realize this...
i cant let u like this honey...
but, what should i do then??


i love you alvent,
and i realize it...



Dear dori.
Im not a phsycologist.
we were not close each other, remember?
but you know what?
now i feel like we were a best friend...
thanks for coming in our life.
u bring alot of kindness.
u were such a clever-perfect-kind person i know...
it was my pleasure to know you...
hope you just rest in peace peacefully there.
Allah loves you dori...